My last day advancing Azure machine learning is this Friday. I knew for the last couple months, yes it was better and I understood some things about my relationship with the company culture and about myself a lot better because of a different perspective retirement has given me.
But it also is quite a trip to let it go. I like what I do, this work would be in my top 5 places to work at if I had my pick. What I do for work is a large part of my identity and now this part of me is going to die. The most I was not making software for money in the last 22 years was 3 months, the rest was just non-stop work. Huge change, feels like jumping off a cliff and hoping the abyss is bottomless
My new answer for "what do you do for a living" is going to be "breathe"