No reason to feel bad about that - Teslas depreciate so fast, that any residual buy-out values would be grossly above market value of the used vehicle in 2-3 years.As for crazy yes, Unfortunately, if you wish to purchase your Tesla at end of lease, it's not been possible for 3 and Y. It became impossible for any leases delivered on or after April 15, 2022 (see https://www.tesla.com/support/leasing/lease-end-options).
As a direct result of Tesla's new vehicle price manipulation and debasement, the cost of owning and bearing depreciation on a Tesla has increased far above that of comparable cars. It's just not worth it anymore.
Lease a Tesla.
Let Tesla eat the depreciation cost, accelerated by its own pricing practices.
Then ditch it, and lease another one.
Or buy/lease another EV from another OEM. Buyers choice.
The market is flooded with EVs right now. It's a buyers' market.
HTH,
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